Coda

2003-04-28T16:48:00.000-04:00

Whew! Well one final out of the way. I still have two papers to write and another test on Wednesday...ugh...American music final. I really love that class, but I'm a little scared of the final coming up. I am also trying to find a way to get my fraternity (Sigma Alpha Iota) chapter here a better web page. I hope that my school has a free web hosting service, but if not I dunno. Anyway, I have to go study. Hope everyone is staying sane through their finals. GOOD LUCK!!!!

2003-04-27T17:17:00.000-04:00

bwahahaha! Alumni weekend is over, and so it the scenes and max noah concert! Woohoo, now all that I have left is my finals and I am finished with the semester. I hope that everyone has a great finals week. Good luck to you all. And congrats to all of the new Phi Mu Alpha brothers of HA. Well, gotta go study and write some papers.

2003-04-20T16:26:00.000-04:00

Holy Crap it's been awhile since the last time that I wrote. Sorry, but my computer has officially kicked the bucket. I have a hard time getting around to updating this thing. I'll try to be better, although I don't think that it really matters much because I don't think that anyone actually reads this. Oh well, I do!;) I hope everyone had a good Easter. I went to mass last night at the Cathedral and it was beautiful. Igot to call my dad and wish him happy birthday on Saturday. I hope that he had a good one. I am in the process of job hunting and trying to take care of some financial stuff since my roomate is moving out and stuff. I ahve finals coming up as i'm sure lots of you do and I'm starting to stress out about that. I hope everyone's finals go well. I don't have to do juries this semester so at least that is good. And guess what!? No more Lent, so I can have coffee again, and I am turning 21in less than a month!!!! WOOHOO!!!! So any of my friends who are in town... call me up and we'll get happy on May 19th! Whew! Well, gotta go, taking up time on someone else's computer. Love y'all. I'll write again soon!.............hopefully..............;-)

2003-03-22T23:53:00.000-05:00

Whew! My recital is over and it went really really well. I am glad that it is over, but I must say that I was not prepared for all the extra time. It is a real weight off of my shoulders though. I have my chorus concert tomorrow night, but I'm not worried about that. A big thank you to all of my family and friends who showed up to support me and a special thanks to Gincy for being such an awesome recital partner.
On a different note, I am very sad to hear about all the war news this week and I hope that I am not the only one. Since we have begun, of course I will support our troops over seas, but like many other American's I wish that there was some other way to solve the problems of the world. I hope you will all be praying for the soldiers and their families as well as the citizens of Iraq. God Bless.

2003-03-16T17:06:00.000-05:00

AHHH!!! Dress rehearsal!!!!! I hope everyone comes to my recital on Tuesday!!!! Well, gotta go sing!

2003-03-06T22:39:00.000-05:00

good day today! I went and got my eyes checked and got some glasses ordered so that now when i drive and stuff I won't feel like my head is about to explode. Always a good thing I'm sure. Did some homework and really got to talk and catch up with Mom. It's been too long. I am really excited about all of my family coming to my recital in a couple of weeks and I think it's going to be really good. I miss everyone and hope they all like my stuff. I hope everyone is having a great break and is staying safe. I am heading back to Mill'ville tomorrow morning and then to Savannah for a couple of days after some teaching and stuff. Have fun everyone and I'll see you when classes get back.!!!!!!

2003-03-05T20:44:00.000-05:00

WOO! Spring Break! Yea! I needed a break badly. Although, this break only does so much good because every moment that I settle down I start to think about the fact that my recital is only two weeks and a few days away! CRAP!!! Oh well. Anyway, I had a blast with Lori and Lisa and Christa! Who knew that Indiana could be such fun! Whew SAI road trips rule! Next up...Ann Arbor!!! Or maybe Itchycoo park! Anyway, I hope everyone has a fantastic spring break and I hope to see you all safe and sound when classes start back up again. And for any brothers in Randy's car that are reading this---> "the 's' is for sucks" ;)

2003-02-26T21:52:00.000-05:00

Whew another day over. It was a long one too. Non-stop singing. lalalalalalalalalalalalala well, congrats to Lori and Courteney for a wonderful recital tonight. I am so happy for y'all . I have to go study for midterms and get ready for my hearing so that I can have my recital in a few weeks. Have a great night! Vita Brevis Ars Longa!!!

2003-02-21T08:44:00.000-05:00

Ah! NATS! Hope everyone sings well today!!! Break a Leg!

Zen Moment of the Day: "We have to learn the art of stopping-stopping our thinking, our habit energies, our forgetfulness, the strong emotions that rule us. When an emotion rushes through us like a storm, we have no peace."

2003-02-17T18:27:00.000-05:00

'It's strictly about the music. I
need to preserve it, and it has to be excellent.'
-Moses Hogan-
1958-2003

Goodbye Mr. Hogan

2003-02-16T15:35:00.000-05:00

"For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.' "
--John Greenleaf Whittier--

2003-02-07T13:56:00.000-05:00

Life is very strange and confusing sometimes. Oh well. So busy the next couple of days. Could use some prayer from those who know me and pray. I hope everyone else is doing well. At least I finally got my voice back after having lost it for six days. That was horrible. But it's ok now. And my only class today was cancelled, so it's looking like it's going to be a pretty good day!!! I hope it is anyway! Well, more studying and preparing for the Breast Cancer Awareness Musical to do.

Tao Moment of the Day :"Wise people seek solutions; The ignorant only cast blame."

2003-01-27T11:42:00.000-05:00

Ah! So much studying and practicing!!!! aaaahhhh! Last night was interesting. I wasn't very interested in the Super Bowl, don't really care about either team. Oh well, whatever. Short Entry this morning...I have to go and memorize somemore translations and work on some emotional imagery for my songs that I sing in Recital Class tomorrow!! Woohoo!!

"Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent."
--Victor Hugo

2003-01-22T23:31:00.000-05:00

pretty good day I guess. I think that I might be coming down with a cold and that sucks. I also realized that I have to perform tomorrow in Voice Studio class and I have no idea what I'm doing for it. I have a Bizet piece that is pretty cool, and a Mozart piece, but I'm not sure what to do. Crap! I hate when I forget about stuff like this. Oh well, I'm sure it will be ok. Maybe I' will get a cold and not have to sing! Well....maybe not. Anyway, homework, homework, and more homework. At least I got some extra practice time in today. I got to practice two and 1/2 hours today. I am trying to get one section of my duet right and I'm nothaving a lot of luck! AH! It's crazy. I think that it's going to be good though! Well, I have to do some more studying so I can get some sleep! (Victor, call me or email me sometime if you want, it's been awhile.)

2003-01-20T23:50:00.000-05:00

MLK weekend was fun. I hope everyone had a good holiday. I have had a good semester so far. I hope that it continues that way. Ugh! so much homework, I really hope that tomorrow isn't that busy. Sorry for such a short entry, gotta study!
"Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between notes and curl my back to loneliness." -Maya Angelou-

2003-01-11T23:24:00.000-05:00

Whew! First week of classes overwith. I think that it's going to be a good semester. It might sound a little strange, but I have been doing a lot of readings in Tao methods of achieving inner peace and I think that they are really helping me to relax. I need to really relax after this past semester. I am really thinking that it is going to be a good semester. I have a lot of stuff to do academically but it is going to be a good semester nonetheless. I just hope that I can get my books soon before I get too behind in my classes. I have lots of translations to memorize....type more later.

The Sopranos is such a cool show!

2003-01-07T19:53:00.000-05:00

Today was good. I got to catch up with my voice teacher Dr. Mullen and get things really together. I besides having to play serious phone tag lately with my landlord, things are going pretty well. I am really excited about my American Music class. I think that it's going to be really really good. I have a lot of things that I think are going to go much better than last semester. I hope so anway. I am hoping to start up my lessons with my girls again soon and my own lessons next week. I have lots of work to do before my recital. I hope all of you that can will come on March 18th. Well, homework....

2003-01-06T17:00:00.000-05:00

Well first day of classes were pretty good. Choruses are going to be good and I think that this semester is going to be a lot better than last semester. I will be glad to get this week out of the way so I can really feel settled into this semester. I hope everyone else's classes go well!

2002-12-17T21:14:00.000-05:00

Home for the Holidays! It's nice to have a break. I have gotten to sleep! Not much going on here though. Kate is coming on Sunday. Brad got his wisdom teeth removed today, but he seems to be doing alright. I think that he is on a speedy road to recovery. He's not one to let anything get him out of commission. He was up and lucid when I saw him today. Anyway, I am still trying to get all of my family's gifts together and stuff. Brad is helping me out with my parent's gifts. I am trying to make some little CD's of Max Noah for them. Anyway, gotta go....sleepy sleepy!

2002-12-11T15:58:00.000-05:00

Ok, anyone who reads this entry should feel very appreciative since I have re-typed it three times because I keep getting kicked off of the internet while typing. I know, the average person would have just given up, but I'm dedicated....and i have no life. Oh well, anyway, juries turned out very well, I got honor juries (which means that I got all A's on my juries) YEA! I hope everyone else's finals have gone well. My car is still broken, but hopefully it will be fixed soon. Getting new tags for it is going to be a real bitch though. I thought that my friend Lori was a notary and could sign the thing that i need so that I wouldn't have to get the seller of the car to sign it in front of a notary, but she isn't one yet. DAMMIT! I may never get to drive again. I hate this!!!!!!!! I swear to God that life has it out for me and it doesn't like how resilient I am trying to be! Oh well, if anyone knows a free notary in Milledgeville or Gray Georgia I would love an email! Anyway, I have to go. Have a great day everyone!

2002-12-10T13:50:00.000-05:00

Tuesday! I had my jury this morning and it went pretty well. I think that I did alright. I could have done better, I had a few minor mess-ups, but over all, I think that it went well. I had my vocal lit final yesterday and turned in my history paper, so I am almost finished. I am supposed to help Dad do some car stuff today. He is coming down to help me with the car and that is so sweet of him. I feel really guilty that he had to come down, but I couldn't seem to get the stuff done on my own, I didn't have what I needed. I hope it all gets taken care of soon. I do feel terribly for having him come down, although, he completely volunteered himself. I had a great talk with Kate last night too. We got to do a little catching up. It was nice. I hope the rest of the week goes well. I have to go caroling tomorrow at Central State for the volunteer workers there. That should be nice. A little something to put me in the spirit. Well, I have some more studying to do. Good luck with finals everyone!

2002-12-07T21:03:00.000-05:00

AHHHH! Study study study! Good luck with finals and juries everyone! Love ya!

2002-11-27T12:02:00.000-05:00

Home at last. I hope all of you reading have a great thanksgiving tomorrow. Brad is coming to dinner. I haven't seen my family much yet, they have all been out running errands. I had a doctor's apointment today to look at my jaw and he didn't have a lot to say. Nothing new anyway. He's going to try to adjust my mouthguard for me but that's about it. I hate having a hurting face all of the time, but i suppose i could have it worse off. Some of my friends have the same jaw problems only a lot worse. Oh well, things are going well here it seems. I hope tomorrow is fun. We are having Thanksgiving at my aunt's house. It should be neat I guess. I went and did a little Christmas shopping today, and got some good stuff for people. I hate shopping this time of year. There are too many people in the stores and I can't stand being in heavily populated places. But at least I got some of my shopping done! YEA! Well, I have to go do some studying for finals!

2002-11-22T19:42:00.000-05:00

Well, I haven't updated in awhile. Things are going a little better I suppose. Or maybe it's just that a bunch of different stuff is messing up....I don't know. Anyway, I think that things are alright for the moment. Not much going on today. Brad has been sick and I've been trying to help him get well. Joey was sick last week and I think that maybe Brad caught his cold. Thanksgiving is coming up and I hope it goes well. I think my parents have some conversation in store for me. Hopefully nothing too terrible. I wouldn't mind talking with them though, it's been........well.........we've never really talked about anything so I suppose it would be a nice change. I have to help at Fall Fest tomorrow. The choral director asked me to come and help him out early tomorrow. I guess that will be neat. I hope we have some people come to the choral workshop. We are hoping to have a choir camp this summer too, so if there are any highschoolers who are looking for something to do this summer, call the music and theatre dept. at Ga. College and ask about it. Well, I have to go, I have some studying to do.

2002-11-14T00:20:00.000-05:00

I really can't stand my life sometimes. Apparently I bitch about this too much with some people because they are just starting to ignore me. I suppose that is justified since there isn't anything that I can do but bitch. I just hate the lack of opportunity and talent that have been dloed out to me sometimes. I don't have what it takes to ever be a success in musical theatre, I don't have what it takes to ever be a success in opera, I don't seem to have what it takes to do much of anything. But it's not like I have much of an opportunity to even really see what I have got any of here. We don't have any opportunity for a singer to do anything unless she wants to sing like Linda Eder or Brittany Spears. No opera, no classical anything but chorus. Not even any musical theatre that doesn't require a push-up bra and a loud, straight-toned, belty, nasal voice. It makes me crazy, how in the fucking hell am I ever supposed to accomplish anything? How am I ever supposed to feel like there is some actual reason for my very existence on this earth as a "musician". No one seems to get it, not even the people who are closest to me and say they do. I just feel like I am completely and totally worthless and frustrated. There isn't any use for me and obviously there is no reason for there to be made a use for me, otherwise this fucking school would actually provide some sort of performance opportunity for their fucking classical performance majors! Dammit! I really hate my life sometimes!

2002-11-12T21:45:00.000-05:00

Well, another long day for me. Lots of errands to run and lots of studying to do. I got to talk to my sister, Kate, tonight though and that was good. I really hate how my family thinks taht I am neglecting them. I'm not on purpose. I have had a really hard semester and I just don't like them to see me fallen apart or weakened or anything. I don't really like anyone to see me that way so I just either hide it or stay away. I guess that is a part of my personality that has to change. I really do love my family and want them to see that in the way that I act. I was glad that I got to clear that up with Kate tonight. We got to talk about lots of stuff and I really enjoyed hearing from her and knowing that she is doing alright. My choral director told all of us the other day that Moses Hogan has had a terrible stroke and is not expected to fully recover if he recovers at all. Any fellow musicians who read this, please keep him in your thoughts and prayers...

2002-11-11T21:27:00.000-05:00

For any of my friends from GCSU who are reading this...remember to come and see "Your a Good Man Charlie Brown". It's running the 14th - 17th! I hope to see you there!

2002-11-11T19:28:00.000-05:00

I am actually going to start using this page again! What a concept. It's been a long semester and I don't feel any need to explain it in type, but to make long stories short, things are turning out alright. Still some hard things to work out, but I think that I'm going to be ok. I Hope all of the people who were reading my page come back when they realize that I have come back myself. I hate to leave on that note, but I have a paper to finish...

2002-07-26T13:12:00.000-04:00

So much stuff to get done today! I hate this weekend! I have to get major research done for my paper, drive down to milledgeville from Atlanta to meet with my group for English and then it's right back up to Atlanta. Not to mention that I committed to going to this party that my sister invited me to and now I don't want to go. I mean, I want to go, but it's turning out to be much more of a big deal than I was prepared for. There's a dress code issue, and I have to sing at church the next day and I can't be out late in a loud smokey environment. I don't know what to do though because I don't want her to think that I don't want to hang out with her. I will be so glad when this weekend and the next week is over. I have so much to do in a very short amount of time. Ugh! Oh well, after wednesday it should calm down a lot. I'm sure that it will all be ok. My parents are supposed to be getting home tomorrow. It will be nice to see them and check in with what's going on with the family. Well, back to work!

2002-07-22T14:47:00.000-04:00

Wow! Do you think I could take any more time between my entries this summer? Jeez. Anyway, I have had a good July so far. My roomates are moving in now. Christina moved in Saturday and Jennifer is moving in on the 30th. I am so glad to have other people around and to have furniture and stuff in the house. It looks like a house again. They are really nice girls and I think that we will get along just fine. Everyone has their differences, that's what makes life interesting. Victor came down for a long weekend this weekend and that was wonderful! He was here thursday through monday! I loved it. He taught me how to play chess too! That was kinda cool. We didn't get to do too much because we spent most of the weekend helping Christina move. My English class is going well. I hope I make an A in that, but if not I suppose I would be ok with a B. I am still teaching all my students and in fact, I have a lesson in 15 minutes. I am really enjoying teaching this summer. I wish that I had found another job so that I would have more money, but maybe I can find more work later this year. More students or a church job or something. I am enjoying my summer, but i think that when school gets started up again I will be ready. I am ready to get the year moving with SAI stuff and classes and everything else. I have my Jr. recital this year...there's just lots of neat stuff going on! I hope this will be a good year. I really don't think it can be rougher than last year was. Well, I have to go get ready to teach some singin'!

2002-07-04T00:29:00.000-04:00

Yea! In Atlanta! I hate being in Milledgeville, especially when I could be here with my sweetheart! We are going to spend the 4th together like we did last year at Centennial Park watching fire works. I was listening to NPR the other day and they had an interesting program about this year's 4th of July celebration. They were just talking about how bittersweet this 4th of July is because of September 11th. I agree. I mean, it is still a celebration, but it does remind everyone how sad things were with everything this fall and how sad things continue to be. But I must say that I aagree with everyone and think that it is more important than ever to celebrate this country and our freedom. I count my blessings everyday. In lots of other countries I wouldn't be allowed to be a musician or get an education because of my gender, and I couldn't be with the man that I love because of our races. I suppose that I am just really grateful for everything that this country and life has blessed me with. God Bless America!

2002-06-29T01:31:00.000-04:00

Whew! I haven't wriiten in a long time! Well, my roomates moved out and I must say that even though I miss them I do kind of like having the house to myself before my new roomates move in. I really hope that these new girls and I get along well enough. I think that we will. Victor and I have been having a good time this summer. We see each other a lot. He and I had the best weekend last weekend!!!! We didn't do anything extremely special, we just had a really great time together. We stayed up late and talked like we used to and just enjoyed each other's presence. I really realized how much I love him. I feel really special to have him in my life! I LOVE YOU VICTOR!!!

2002-06-01T17:48:00.000-04:00

Lately things have been good. The housing thing is shaping up. My current roomates are moving out to their respective places next weekend and my two new roomates are moving in sometime within the next two months. Victor and I got paint to do my new bedroom in. That should be fun. I hope everything works out soon. It's kind of a pain too because we have to transfer all of the bills and stuff. I'm sure that everything will work out. I am hoping to get a church job soon too. I have to meet with Gabriel's parents tomorrow night about taking on her sister as a student full time. She has a great voice and would be a great student, but she has been taking from a different teacher who isn't the best she could be taking from. I'm hoping that things will work out. I think things will. Anyway...I gotta go, Victor and I are going to the symphony tonight and I have to take a shower.

2002-05-11T23:23:00.000-04:00

Saturday. Today could have been better. A lot better. I went to my cousin's graduation. It was good I suppose. It was a big day for her and I was glad that I was there to support her, but graduations are not nearly as interesting when they aren't yours or a direct family member's. Long hot graduation...chain on my necklace broke...got my grades in and they aren't very good. Other than that nothing much else happened. It was ok I suppose. I'm going to get a long lecture tomorrow about applying myself more to my school work but the only real way to avoid that lecture is to make straight a's for the rest of my life, so I pretty much expect it anyway. Mother's day stuff tomorrow. That should be good. I got Mom a little wooden angel like she likes. I hope it turns out to be an ok gift. I have to go home tomorrow too. I thought about going home on Monday morning, but I think that I'm just going to make the drive down late tomorrow. That way I can go ahead and get home to talk about housing stuff with my roomates and start looking for a new roomate. I hate going back though. It's like every time I do, my roomates have some sort of bad news for me. Oh well, maybe all will be normal tomorrow when I get home and there will not be some sort of crisis to return to. I talked to my cousin (the medical school one) today about who I should see about my jaw problems and he said to just find an ENT who knows how to deal with joint problems. Hopefully I can get my jaw functioning properly again. I think I have a number for a guy at the house in millville. I got to spend a little conversation time with an old friend of mine today . Her name is Virginia and she and I were good friends when we were six, but we lost touch with each other. She was at Kate's graduation reception today, and we got to do some talking. It was really nice. She is a vocal performance major at Charleston. It was a nice and very unexpected surprise. At least one thing was kinda good today. Anyway, hopefully things will perk up. They usually do. Time to go spend time with Victor.

Thought for the day: The greatest stories are the stories of our own lives.

2002-05-10T01:13:00.000-04:00

Friday morning. Early morning. home at last. It's nice being home. As much as I sometimes complain about going home and doing the whole parents thing, I really do like coming home. There's a sense of security here that I like. I always know that there will be food to eat and a place to sleep, and it's just nice to get away from stuff for awhile. Sometimes I get so overloaded at school. I try not to complain. I have it pretty easy compared to lots of people. I am really hoping that this housing thing works out. I'm going to talk to my roomates next week. I would like to keep living in the house that we are in now and just find another roomate. If anyone in Milledgeville needs somewhere to live next year email me! I'm sure I will find someone. I have two months anyway. Victor and I had dinner with my family tonight and it went well. My family loves him. Cool coincidence...so do I! yeah yeah yeah...;) I am really hoping to get together with a couple of my friends from highschool. My bf from hs and I are going to get together this weekend and I might get to see one of my other friends from hs (Jason). Hayley and I have kind of lost touch a little bit since graduation, but we still talk and are still good friends. I am really hoping to get back to communicating with her more often. We're both so busy and I'm so bad about that when i'm busy and the other person is busy. It's a total my bad. Anyway, I figure no time better than the present to take care of this little gap in communication. Anyway, I hope to get to spend a little more time with her this summer and at least talk more. Well getting late and I have to go finish talking to Hayley online. Write tomorrow.
*thought for the day: Love your family, you only have one*

2002-05-09T15:15:00.000-04:00

Thursday....this week is going by kinda quickly. I have dinner with my family tonight and some other stuff this weekend and then it's back to milledgeville to start looking for a place to live and to pick back up with voice lessons and trying to find another job. This really sucks, but I guess it's all for the best. I just don't like not knowing how things are going to turn out. I suppose that I had better get used to not knowing though. Anyway, it will be nice to see all of my family though. I haven't seen any of them in a long time. I really need to go home too. I have lots of music stuff to do and lots of practicing to make up. Oh well. I have to go.

2002-05-08T22:11:00.000-04:00

Still at tech, but heading home tomorrow. My grandmother from texas is coming in tomorrow and I'm going to spend the weekend with the family. Although I did just find out that I have to find a new place to live. I'm really hoping to find a one bedroom place, but i'm probably going to have to take whatever i can get. Anyway, Victor and I have had a fun time together this week.

2002-05-06T22:11:00.000-04:00

At Tech....Stupid Spider man sold out. Oh well, Victor and I are spending our seven month anniv. together and that's all that I really care about. He moved into his summer housing....well, partially anyway, his roomates don't speak english and smell bad, so he immediately applied for a room change. They keep giving me strange looks. Oh well. Anyway, time to go............

2002-05-02T09:02:00.000-04:00

So long since I last wrote, but I've had finals and projects and everything else in the world that you can imaging keeping me busy. I just finished another exam for theory and I have my voice jury in two hours. I am really nervous about that, because it's my jr. entrance and I really want to do well. Victor came down last night and he's going to be here for a couple more days and then we're going to atlanta to move him into his summer apartment. We are goint to see Ragtime tomorrow and I am sooooo excited because it's my favorite musical in the world! It's an actual broadway cast and I can hardly wait. I just started to teach two new students this week too, and I think that we're all going to get a lot done this summer. They are very musical girls and I am looking forward to teaching them. Well, I had better go practice. Wish me luck!

2002-04-15T11:54:00.000-04:00

What a weekend! Let's see. Friday was tough sorta. It would have been my mom's 51st birthday. Victor came down too see me and cheer me up. I miss her a lot and wish she were here, but it makes it easier that I have people who understand and are there for me. Anyway, Victor and I had a good time. Saturday I spent mostly with Lisa, and that evening we went to see Into the Woods at Mercer, and no offense to them, but I think that we might have better vocalists. Although they put on a GREAT show! It was fun. Yesterday I sang at the Pres. church and had a chorus concert! Whew. Now another week of classes, but formal is this Friday! YEA! Well, off to class. :)

2002-04-10T19:14:00.000-04:00

You are the sweetest, most wonderful, and caring person I know :) Thankyou for being mine, your more than I deserve.

love always,
Victor

2002-04-10T13:56:00.000-04:00

Whew, busy busy busy week. I have tons of work and concerts coming up. Projects and tests! AH! Oh well, formal is in another week and that should be fun. I am looking forward to seeing Victor again. I am sad that he can't be here this weekend, but both of us have way too much stuff to do to have any time for each other this weekend. Hopefully this summer we will have more time for each other. Everyone pray for him, because he is having a rough time right now and is really stressed out! :( I love you Victor! Ah well, back to work!

2002-04-05T13:46:00.000-05:00

FRIDAY!...VICTOR'S COMING!!!!.....:)

2002-04-04T10:45:00.000-05:00

Look! I fixed my page! Yea for me! Time to go to class!!!

2002-04-04T10:19:00.000-05:00

Good morning! Victor is going to kill me, because I changed my template again, but I swear it is he last time. I just wanted to get this template up. Anyway, I can't write much because I have a quiz to study for, but, I love you Victor and I will talk to you later.

2002-04-03T14:17:00.000-05:00

Well, today was nice. Theory cancelled and only one other class. YEA! I have been working really hard lately to get Victor's gift finished and get all of my classwork done. I have a stupid solo that I am supposed to be singing soon with the university chorus and we haven't even rehersed it once! Oh well, I hope it turns out ok. I think that we are supposed to run the piece today. It's a Vaughn Williams piece, so it's not exactly easy. Well, my links are finally up again and functioning. Take a look and see what you think. I have to get going to class.

2002-04-02T08:48:00.000-05:00

I LOVE YOU VICTOR!

2002-04-02T08:45:00.000-05:00

I've got a long day ahead of me! I'm already at school three hours before usual to rehearse scenes stuff with my teacher. Lots of class and lots and lots of rehersal today! Woo hoo! Victor is playing right now at an architechture banquet thing and he was a little nervous, so anyone who reads this, pray for him to do well. My partner for this scene that we are rehersing this morning better show up. I doubt that he will, because he's retarded like that and never remembers to come to anything. Oh well, we said we could at least work on my scene if he doesn't come. That's a good hour of rehersal just for me. I never updated this journal on the semi-formal that Victor and I went to. It was beautiful and we had a pretty good time. There was this nasty whore there named Stephanie that is obsessed with Victor who was being a real jerk all night, and we decided to leave before it got too late, and partially because we were tired of having to look at her. But we still had fun and we have another formal down here to go to! I think ours will be a little more fun (although not nearly as beautiful becuase we couldn't rent the Egyptian ballroom at the Fox) because we both know more people. That always makes it a little more fun. OH! Last night at our Sigma Alpha Iota meeting I was elected Vice President of Ritual! YEA! I am very excited and hope I can do as good a job as my predecessor. Well, I had better go warm my voice up before rehersal! :)

2002-04-01T15:03:00.000-05:00

Victor, you're gonna kill me, but I changed the template for you becuase I know you don't like the other one and it made my links go away. If you ever have any time could you just put like one or two on and then I can just copy the html stuff you did for the others. Sorry, I didn't know it would erase them. I love you!

2002-04-01T14:55:00.000-05:00

I'm back in Milledgeville. I got here yesterday evening. I miss Victor sooooo much. Yesterday he came to church with my family and then to our big family lunch and it went really well. Both of us were a little nervous about it, but it couldn't have gone any smoother. I guess now it's really my turn to do the family thing with him. I don't mind though. It kind of secures the fact that our relationship is getting more and more serious by proving to our families. We have our 6 month anniversarry on Sat! I hope he likes my gift. It wasn't really expensive, but took hours to put together and will continue to do so for quite some time. I can't say what it is because he checks the page, but Everyone can know next week. Well, time to go to Max Noah singers. UGH! I hate long rehersals! Oh well, still a pretty day!:)

2002-03-28T11:13:00.000-05:00

Yea!...Atlanta!.....Cheescake Factory for lunch!.....No parents!

2002-03-27T19:34:00.000-05:00

Hmm... working on making it look normal... dont panic... breathe... everything will be ok :)
,Victor

2002-03-27T19:21:00.000-05:00

Hey I fixed your link thing! Hope you like how it turned out.
love lots, Victor

2002-03-27T15:41:00.000-05:00

I left tech today, now i'm at my parent's house. I haven't seen them yet because they are still at work. I will see them soon. I hope this turns into a good visit. You can never tell with my family. I have enjoyed catching up with John and Kate though. I have to go pick up Gabriel soon. I miss Victor. I feel bad that I couldn't stay with him the whole week like he did for my spring break, but I had to come here because it's been far too long since my family has seen me. V and I will see each other a lot still. At least everyday! Easter is coming up and I am looking forward to that because V is coming to lunch with my family. I want both of us to spend some more time with each other's families now that we have been together for awhile. Well, time to run and get Gabriel! I love you Victor!!!

2002-03-27T00:49:00.000-05:00

Yea! I went to the mall with V. today and then got to go to his concert that he performed in with the Jazz band. It was really neat! I cannot figure out how in Hell to get links to work on this stupid page, so my links still aren't up!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!. Anyway, I had a great day with V. We went to eat at one of our favorite restaurants after the concert and had a lot of fun! I have to go home tomorrow to my rents house, but good news I don't have to drive all the way to milledgeville like I thought I would have to. I have to meet my roomate so she can come to my house too. semiformal foming up to go to with victor. That should be fun. I have got to practice soon! AHHH too much work to do, and I'm so behind!!!!! Well, bedtime for me! nite nite.

2002-03-26T11:34:00.000-05:00

Music is the heart of all creation. When one is touched by music, he is touched by all the wilds and wonders of the universe." -Kelli Pierce-

2002-03-26T11:33:00.000-05:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah. Victor got upset with me because he wants me to go to all of his classes with him. And now he called and asked me to walk down to where his rehersal is and it's raining. I don't want to walk in the rain, but I also don't want him to get upset with me! Ugh!!!! on the plus side, I got to see one of my good friends from high school yesterday! That was nice. I miss getting to talk to Jason and we got a little ctching up time. Good deal. Anyway, off to lunch I go! Woo hoo!

2002-03-25T14:32:00.000-05:00

Ah, spring break! Woo hoo! I am so relieved to be on a break, even if it is only for a week. I am going home on wednesday to see the family. I am trying to figure out how to put links on my page, and when I do there will be some nice vegetarian web links for everyone. Well, off to do some more relaxing and spring break enjoying. Happy spring break everyone!

2002-03-21T14:38:00.000-05:00

Thanks Victor for helping me do up my links and stuff. So I hate Schubert and hope that he is in Hell. I am tired of missing lessons and practicing stuff that I'm not doing well. I am out of ideas to do to make the end of my schubert work and it's driving me crazy. i can't stand it! GRRRRRRR! Maybe I can grab one of the other teachers and get some help. I hope that Dr. Mullen is feeling better soon. For her sake and mine. I hate to sound selfish, but I'm getting worried since I have to have all of my music memorized and ready for juries soon. Ugh, gotta go. More practice. Talk later. I love you Victor.

2002-03-21T11:27:00.000-05:00

Hey, I just wanted you to know that your e-mail is working now and I am trying to get the links to work for yah :) I love you Kelli! I'll talk to you tonight! (I am still working on the colors of the links for yah)

-Victor

2002-03-21T09:22:00.000-05:00

Well, today is my busy day. I have too many classes and way too much work. Victor and I had a little talk last night about religion. I think that both of us have let our religious life fall a little bit and we are both wanting to get back on track. Hopefully we will be able to support each other through this. I don't doubt that we will be able to though. We have been through a lot together. I really thought a lot yesterday about how much he means to me. I really do love him with all of my heart. He means everything to me, and I really can't see myself without him. I don't know what I would do without him. I really appreciate him being there for me especially lately when I've been a little moody. But that just goes to show what a wonderful guy he is. I love him so much.

2002-03-19T21:34:00.000-05:00

Hey sweetheart, I just wanted to let you know that I miss you too and that I cant wait till we talk tonight! Thanks for leaving me a note! I love you!

-Victor

2002-03-19T19:45:00.000-05:00

Hey Victor! I love you and I miss you. I just thought I'd write you a little note. Talk to you tonight sweetheart! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

2002-03-19T19:18:00.000-05:00

Ah, done with classes for the day! woohoo. Anyway, I have to meet some sorority sisters for a study session and then I have to go home and do some studying of everything else. I think that shool is just some huge evil governmental conspiracy against the sanity of young people. anyone else agree? Too many classes and too much music. I'm really starting to worry about my music theory class too since I seem to have Satan as a teacher. Oh well, c'est la vie! Oops, gotta go, running late.

2002-03-19T15:01:00.000-05:00

Yea! I finally got this thing set up. Thanks for your help Victor. Speaking of Victor, I am so excited about my spring break next week and spending most of it up in Atlanta with him. I had a whole week with him over his spring break and no we get another one. It's nice to have these weeks when you're trying to deal with a long distance relationship. I haven't seen my family in awhile either. I finally got a car!!! I have been without one since December and I finally have one now!!!! Yea! MAJOR RELIEF!!! I hope you've been in a better mood today Victor, I have been worried about you being too stressed lately. Anyway...class...singing...work...same old same old....